The Dongria Kondh

If you respect the beliefs of others.

If you believe a God’s existence is eternal.

If you think that what is sacred must be preserved.

If you think that nature must be preserved.
And even if you don’t.

I encourage you to see the following video.

Never surrender

Never surrender to those who harm you.

Never surrender to those who hate you.

Never surrender to those you fear.

Never surrender to the unknown.

Never give up on your dreams, your ideals, your beliefs.

Never let others change the path that has been made for you.

Do not allow them to use it, it is yours.

Never surrender to those who show you what’s real or not.

Never surrender to anyone, even if you are certain that they are better than you.

But,

Surrender to the one you love. At all cost.

We are what we were

There’s a lot of things in this world. Things we see every day. Things that have an incredible impact on our daily lives.

Television and computers.

Sports.

Politicians.

Electricity.

Movies.

Computers.

Cars.

Money.

But these things weren’t there at the beginning. What was there?

Friendship.

Love.

Hate.

Sadness.

Fear.

We must not forget our roots. We must remain humans. We are what we were, centuries ago.

Dream #39 – Ghost child

” This time, I was at my best friend’s house. His father was there. We were supposed to go to some meeting. It was very cold outside, so we all wore heavy clothes. As I was about to leave the house and follow them, I had the feeling that something was behind me, so I looked back and I saw a fading silhouette of a young girl. I could barely see her and her words would only come in waves so it was very hard for me to understand what she would say. I finally understood that she was four years old and that she felt lost. I went outside to tell my best friend about this ghost, and he told me that he was aware of her presence, and that I shouldn’t talk to her, because she would trick me and harm me. When I came back, I tried to ignore her, but she became aggressive and evil. I went outside once again, knowing that she wouldn’t be able to follow me, since she was bound to remain inside this house forever. “

Dream #38 – Hiding from the enemy

The patient had yet another dream about a futuristic war. The recurrent themes of war, bears and demons seem to be almost omnipresent in the recent dreams of our patient. These elements appear to be haunting him as he is trying to understand their meaning.

” I remember being in a house with many civilians. I was the only soldier around besides a couple of men. I was in a hospital, but it was in a very poor state. We were in a desert area. The hospital’s windows were broken and the doors had been removed. It appears the hospital had been subject to a military siege. I spoke to the civilians, warning them that the enemy would soon take over our remaining defenses. Everybody hid where they could while I was looking through a window. A heavy sand storm was occurring and I could barely see anything. Suddenly, I saw about 10 armed men. They all wore torn clothes but I could clearly see that they all wore white and brown. Many of them had black skin although some of them were caucasian. They spoke an unknown language. I didn’t want them to notice us, so I hid like the remaining people. “

Dream #37 – Dentist

I had yet another short dream in which I was in a waiting room. I was supposed to go to the dentist. I felt like I had been waiting for a very long time. Finally, after a moment, it was my turn, and I entered a room. I sat on a chair and somebody gave me a couple of pills which I swallowed. I do not remember anything else.

Dream #36 – Bear hunt

I had yet another dream with bears. Many men were hunting bears. I heard gunshots so I went towards the direction of the sounds and I found three men firing at a black bear. The bear was wounded. Another, taller bear was there, trying to scare the hunters away, but it wasn’t working. I had to fight with the three men to prevent them from murdering this bear. They eventually ran away, but when I looked back, the two bears had vanished.

Dream #35 – Spirit temple

” I was alone in a forest. It was nighttime once again. The trees were tall and dark. A very thick, murky fog was everywhere. I could barely see the ground. I walked in this forest for a while until I found what appeared to be a very ancient temple built eons ago. Deep green grass covered most of it, but I could see a Babylonian and Mesopotamian design to it. My attention was drawn towards my left side and I saw many white spirits floating. I would describe them as elongated, blurry diamonds hovering. They spoke to me in unison and said that I could free them if I would build a monument in their honor. At this very moment, my mother came to me and I explained her that I had to enter the temple in order to learn more about these spirits. She stayed outside while I ventured inside.

 

The temple was in a poor state and what remained of it gave me the impression that it was a not a temple but a mausoleum. I could see many human skulls engraved in both stone and gold. I went to the second floor and saw a moving, repulsing force of darkness. It’s very hard to describe it. I could see stone pillars orbiting around it. What was in the center was a grey mass of clouds and smoke. The being saw me and came towards me. It pushed me back with a violent wind and returned to its initial position only to strike again. Every time it would attack, I could see an evil being’s face through the cloud, blowing the wind against me. I ultimately fell on the ground and when I stood back up, the being was nowhere to be seen.

 

I kept on advancing in this temple. There were many pillars, all in a rectangular shape. I discovered a very large room full of instruments made of stone, metal and wood. I couldn’t understand their utility. I saw a pillar with some sort of machine attached to its base. The machine would spit paper and swallow it back at great speeds. I took one paper and all I could see was the face of a very old woman and some writings I couldn’t read. I put the paper back into the machine and went for a corridor. Just before entering the corridor, I saw two plaques on the wall: One jade green, the other ruby red. Both plaques were on a canvas made of pure gold. I entered the corridor and found a man who introduced himself as being an ” occult scientist “. I saw that behind him there was some sort of devilish being, a red dog with a human face, more precisely a woman’s face. It was in a cage and it was obvious to me that the occult scientist was studying it. The dog spoke evil to me and acted very aggressively, striking its own cage, trying to escape, but I didn’t fear it. The scientist didn’t fear it either. He introduced me to his daughter. I told them about the cloud and smoke being and they told me it was a very powerful being. They didn’t know if it was a god or a being sent by a god, but they knew he was the guardian of the dead. “

Dream #34 – Free the animals

” In this dream, I was with you. It all happened during some sort of holiday. There were fireworks and happy people. I went to a very large house with many people. Some of them were people I knew and others were strangers. One of these strangers told me they had animals in cages in another room and that these animals were doomed. The animals would be part of some sort of ritual. I didn’t like this idea, so I asked for your assistance and we both went to that room and we opened all the cages, freeing all the animals. Bears, raccoons, wolves, foxes… Many animals ran away. We escaped in your car and ran away from this city. “

Dream #33 – Mouse

” I had a very short and peculiar dream last night. I was outside and it was very cold. I saw a baby mouse on the ground. It was dying. The mouse was also deformed. It only had one eye and three legs. It had very little fur on its body. I went inside my house, but after a few seconds, I came back outside and found the mouse once again. It wasn’t moving anymore. I took it and as I held it inside my palm, the mouse regained its life. The animal was still very weak, so I gave it some food and water. During the whole dream, the mouse appeared to be aware of my generosity.

 

Suddenly, I realized that there were cats in my house. I didn’t want the cats to kill this mouse, so I ordered my siblings to keep them away from it. The mouse remained in my hands during the whole dream. “

Dream #32 – Languages

” In my last dream, I met once again alien beings. They were small and looked like little children. Their skin was very similar to olives and they had large, curious eyes. I was not scared because it was obvious to me that these beings were stricly focused on learning and discovering. They led me inside a small artificial cave with many plants. There was a lot of moss on the ground, walls and ceiling. I saw many grey stones with glowing blue symbols. A deep purple light was illuminating the cave, but I couldn’t find its origin. One of the aliens showed me a particular stone on the left. The symbol was a planet with multiple halos around it. I touched it and some sort of knowledge was immediately transmitted to me. This stone was about languages and communication. I understood that all the stones in this cave held knowledge on different subjects: astronomy, medicine, nature preservation, etc…

 

Something happened, however. I sensed a malevolent spirit around us. It took control over me, commanded my body to act aggressively, and the alien beings were very scared and ran away from me. I was very angry at this spirit and I fought with it, travelling from one dream world to another. After a brutal fight, I ended in nothingness. My body was floating in a black world. It was an empty world. I felt reassured, but I also felt that this evil spirit was still out there and that it would attack me again in further dreams. “

Dream #31 – Attack Squad

” This short dream was very vivid. I was older than I am right now. I was a squad leader in a war. We had been conquering a very important headquarter and the enemy was vanquished in the area. One of my soldiers brought a map of the land and I had many other men around me. I believe it was some sort of futuristic war, but our weapons reflected those we see today in the military. The map was full of very useful information. I designated a bunker on the map. Me and my officers had to reach this bunker before the enemy would regroup. We were very uplifted and impetuous. We were proud and the morale of my soldiers was very high. I told them that we would celebrate once this bunker would be taken care of. “

Lack of balance

Today we discussed with our patient. We once again came back to his favorite subject, which is nature. He explained his love for nature in a deeper manner.

” When I am within nature, I am both lost and found. I am confused and, yet, I know exactly what to do and when to do it. Sometimes I feel like I own this forest, its trees and its animals because I am the smartest living being and that my species controls this planet… But a second later I believe that nature owns me and that I am part of it and that it is tolerating the humans until now.

  

I saw entire forests being cut down. I saw empty, desecrated mountains. I saw the raping of nature. I don’t know if it’s necessary… I always thought that some being made the trees just for us. When I think about the many properties of trees, I can’t but wonder if something put them there so we could evolve with their help. The trees are everywhere. You can burn them to cook food or to escape from the cold. You can use them as a construction material… And the leaves of the trees give us this healthy oxygen. The trees are practically everywhere, as if this being wanted to make sure we would always have them to build anew.

 

I encountered many wild animals during my life. I’ve seen things others will never see, which is a shame. Our ancestors used to connect with these animals. We would hunt them and feed on them, and sometimes they would hunt and feed on us. But nowadays, most of humanity lives isolated from these animals. Now the animals are lost, because we let them behind. We took their trees, so they cannot hide anymore. Sometimes the predators cannot find the animals they used to prey upon because of this.

 

My grandfather’s friend, an old indian, once told me about one of his many adventures in the wilderness in the beginning of the 20th century. He remembered encountering a wolf at the peak of its life. The wolf was strong, tall and massive. The indian, who was only 8 years of age, defied it by standing straight with his arms wide open. His life was in danger, for the lone wolf was strong enough to kill him. The wolf stood on its four legs for a minute, then sat. After a long moment of silence, the wolf turned its back on the boy and left.

 

I’ve never experienced such a thing. Nowadays, the wolves are very rarely seen. They are weak and pitiful. Their fur is wet, dirty and lacks vitality. They hunt mice or other little critters because the men hunt the moose and deers down. These large animals used to be able to live long enough to be sick and weaker, but not anymore. Before this, the wolves would hunt the weakest… Men do not give them the time. The men even hunt the babies now because they fear they will not be able to encounter another moose or deer during their hunting trip. The men also hunt the strongest, most healthy animals. This results in the weaker ones surviving and reproducing, making other generations of even weaker animals. I do not like what I see in the future when I think about this.

 

I don’t know when we lost our way. In fact, I don’t even know if we lost it. Maybe it’s part of this evolution process. Maybe these animals are destined to die out one day or another. Maybe. But when I encounter an animal, I don’t feel like we respect them. They are naive. They do not know anything. Some of them trust us and we deceive them. “

Dream #30 – Girl in the mirror

” I woke up today with a very high feeling of sadness. In my last dream, I was looking at myself in the mirror. I looked away for a moment, and when I looked back at the mirror, I met a girl. It was as if I knew her in my dream. It was as if I was deeply in love with her and that I was finally reuniting with her. Now that I am awake, I am totally confused, for I do not know who this person is. I told her that I missed her and that I wanted to see her again. She refused. She was the most beautiful person I had ever seen. I was crying. I wanted this girl to love me so much. I still do not understand what happened during this dream. I’ve met a lot of people in my dreams, but never like this. This person was very real to me. Her face is still there, in my mind, and I fear that it will never go away. I will try to find her back in my future dreams. “

I saw you

I saw you. I wanted you to see me, so I decided to enter your line of sight. We exchanged a smile,  but you didn’t come towards me. I knew at that time that it was truly over between us, but I still went and talked to you. Your voice was different. You grew older than me. You were still as beautiful as you were when we were together, but you weren’t laughing and your smile was fake. We talked about the present and the future, but I wanted to talk about the past. I wanted to come back to those years where we had been together. I wanted to come back to us, but you wouldn’t. I didn’t dare to ask where you were living or if you had someone in your life. 

 There was this barrier between us. We didn’t have such a thing back then. What happened?

You told me about your job, I told you about mine. You had to go. I wanted to go with you. We went on separate sides. I looked back as you walked away. You didn’t turn around to wave at me. You went on your way. Your life was full.

And mine was empty.

Dream #29 – Spider

” In this very short dream, I had spider webs all over me. The spider itself was still attached to its web. Every time I would shake and try to make it go away, the spider would come closer and closer. “

Dream #28 – King of Bears

” I had one more dream about bears. I was at our camp with my grandfather and his brother. We heard noises, so I went outside. A gigantic grizzly bear came out of nowhere and attacked me. I was very scared once again. I was quick enough to move away from it and I went back inside the camp. I closed and locked both doors. The bear charged the doors and I thought it would be able to enter the camp. My grandfather and uncle came running towards the door and we all scared the bear away. It ran back but remained in front of us, looking at us. My uncle went for his rifle. I wasn’t scared anymore at that point, but I didn’t feel at ease with this situation. Killing the bear was out of the question for me for I knew at this point that it was yet another bear in my dreams. It seemed very important that this bear should remain alive and well. I told my uncle not to aim his rifle towards the bear. He shot next to it and it ran away as the bullets hit the ground. “

Dream #27 – Warriors and Demons

” I found myself in a very strange place. It was a dojo. There were many warriors and they all had the same face. Their facial attributes were slightly different from ordinary human beings. They seemed to be lesser demon warriors. They all wore blue robes. They were performing some sort of ritual involving a katana. They all had a katana and were sitting on the ground. They would make several gestures involving the katana and after a series of movements, they would try to attack the warrior behind them. There was a different person witnessing the event. He was some sort of jester. He would walk next to the warriors and taunt them.

I left the dojo and encountered a wicked woman. She was possessed by an evil demon. Her face was white and the skin around her eyes was black as coal. She charged towards me and I pushed her back. I was very scared, but I knew that somehow I had the power to eliminate this demon. As she charged once more, I spoke to the demon itself and I ordered it to leave the woman’s body. The demon was in very deep pain but remained within the body. It charged once more, furiously. A pure white light emerged from my chest and hit the woman. I woke up right after this. “

Dream #26 – Intruders

” This dream began with a false awakening. In my dream, I woke up and I heard voices. I heard people talking. The voices were unfamiliar, and I immediately understood that there were strangers in the house. I took my knife and opened the door. I saw three boys, three teenagers. They were stealing things. I challenged them but I woke up afterwards. During the whole dream I was very scared. “

Haiti needs your help!

I will rarely get out of my typical blog posts but this is very important.

The country of Haiti and most especially the large city of Port-au-Prince has been practically destroyed by an earthquake some days ago. Tens of thousands of people have perished during the seism and many of the survivors from the Earthquake will die under the debris of their own homes or from unhealed wounds. The Haitians do not know where to go and what to do as the government has lost most of its control over the country. Many ministers, policemen and other state employees lost their life, leaving the country in a state of chaos. The hospitals have been destroyed and fell on the patients, nurses and doctors who were in them. The multiple merchants of the city saw their commercial buildings fall apart, taking years and even generations of hard working away since most of them do not have any kind of insurance. Right now, some of them are standing, tired and sleepless, on the remains of what used to be their source for money, with a gun in their hand, desperately keeping other people from stealing from them. Schools have fallen on the bodies of many children who subsequently perished. Entire families are now gone and the worst thing about this is that there is so much to do that the corpses of the victims are still lying everywhere under the houses but also on the streets, some of them partly hidden by relatives who did not know how to dispose of their lost friend/family member, some of them forgotten and even ignored by everyone and exposed at the sight of all. Imagine the scent of the dead bodies, the screams of heartbroken mothers and the cries of orphaned children. This is only part of what reality must be for a Haitian right now.  The women who once were the center of stability to their children’s eyes now have no idea how to satisfy the very basic needs of their family. The men who once were hard working citizens have now resorted to thievery and violence to survive.

But there is still hope. Haiti is the land of hope. Its people are strong and they have faced many adversities before, although this earthquake is arguably the worst thing that has ever happened to them. They are positive people. They are good people.

Many of the Haitians who have survived this catastrophic event are wounded and need help, food, water, but most importantly they need the entire world to lend a hand.

Unfortunately, this country had been forgotten, left alone. They have never been able to construct themselves as a nation in a proper manner because of us, foreigners. Many countries are responsible for this and it would be a waste of time to trace them all back in time in a vengeful way. But I will say this: Look at the number of fondations on this list right here: link.

As you can see, there is a vast number of foundations. This is actually a very small list as there are many other organisms all over the world who are contributing to the Haitian cause. At first, this seems like a very good thing as this means that many people are willing to help Haiti, but once you realize that most of these foundations, as numerous as they might be, rarely coordinate their work with each other and that the funds are scattered from one to another, you come to think that this is not a good thing. What I want to say here is that some people, even if they are righteous in their process, should forget about their individualism and remember that unity is the most important thing when it comes to things like these. This is why I highly recommend that you think before you give. But give. You must help this country. Now is the time to help them begin anew. We must first help them to survive, but we must also help them to reconstruct their country and this time it must be solid. We must not forget about them. We must assist them, walk with them until they can walk on their own.

As this event has occurred very recently and that there will be weeks remaining before everything that requires immediate attention is dealt with, I highly recommend that you donate to a very important group of organisms that have been known to be true and hard-working for many years. I’m talking about the Red Cross organisms. The Red Cross are the most important groups of people when it comes to helping people who need medical aid and as you might have now realized, Haitians need this kind of help right now. Please donate to these organism. There is one Red Cross for pretty much all the countries in the world, so make sure to donate to the Red Cross from your country. And if you don’t feel like donating to the Red Cross, please donate to the organism that you believe is the best, but make sure the organism is legitimate and not a fraud for there are people who are evil enough to lie and steal from you even during these dark times.

If you do not like the idea of having your money used by other people without knowing what they will do with it, why don’t you visit Haiti, once this is over? Then you would contribute to its economy. Haiti will also need us as tourists one day so it can maintain a solid economy. You might walk on its land, talk with its people and eat its food and you will realize that, in the end, you were part of this reconstruction. You will realize that you did something good. You will realize the entire world did something good since this earthquake. There is an opportunity for you. You must take it. Do something positive. Help Haiti in any way you can!

The Canadian Red Cross: Here.

The American Red Cross: Here.

The British Red Cross: Here.

If you are part of another country you might find more information on your Red Cross organism: Here.

Dream #25 – Fantasy world

” I remember this dream very well. It was vivid. I was aware that I was dreaming and once again I decided not to use my lucid dream powers. I was in a forest, but this forest had trees and plants I had never seen in my life. The flora and fauna was exotic and different from everything we know on Earth. It was nighttime and I was with my sister. I told her ” This is it. This is the land I imagined as my own paradise. I created this many years ago in a dream and there it is. Everything has flourished and everything finally came to life. This is where I will come when I will die. Remember this, shall you ever need to see me, this is where I will be once I am no more. ”.

 

There were blue mushrooms on the ground. The mushrooms were lighting the area with a calming azure glow. I took one of them. With this light in my hand, I guided my sister out of the forest and onto a road. I figured out that my dream world had evolved more than I had previously thought. Suddenly, there were black, dark ghosts on horses who came towards us. I could have used my powers, but I decided to hide my identity as a creator and I ran from them as they chased us. I lost sight of my sister at this point. As the black riders were in my back, I saw other riders in front of me. I soon understood that I was in the middle of some war and that both of these beings were fighting each other. The black riders produced flames and shadows. The other riders were similar to humans. They had many jewels on their clothes and armors and even the horses bore jewels.

 

As the two armies engaged in a battle, I stood as a bystander. I was neutral and didn’t help neither side. After a while, I grew weary and I decided to walk to a river. I found somebody there. He seemed to be very important. He wore a crown, as if he was a king. I stood besides him. He feared the black riders and he didn’t like that he had to fight them. I could see in his face that he wanted the best for this land. I walked in the river and took a rock within the water. I gave it to him as the rock turned into a precious, red stone, similar to a ruby. I woke up. “

Challenge

I know I didn’t do much since you left. I know I could have done much more. Sometimes I blame it on myself or my condition but I am unsure if I can change anything. I still live with a lot of uncertainty. I don’t know where I am going. Those around me live their life and it’s fine the way it is but I guess that I need something else because I do not envy them at all. I don’t know what I am searching for. Maybe I just need a good kick in the ass, heh.

I think I am slowly getting out of this, but it’s hard. I’m fighting myself constantly. I must keep positive, I guess. I lack those moments where nothing was important but the most basic of things. Sometimes I feel pressure and I don’t like it. I don’t feel like we’re made for this kind of life. I feel like this kind of life has been the cause for what has happened to me.

I think this year is the year when everything will develop. Good or bad, I don’t know, but something is going to happen. I wish you were still there. I miss your presence. I still remember those days. Thanks for everything.

- X

Dream #24 – The Octopus

” I don’t know what happened last night. I woke up, at least I think I woke up, with the feeling that something was over my head. I looked at the ceiling and there I saw it. It was a living shadow. Some sort of dark octopus. And I could easily see it as I can see the neighboor walking to his car. It was about the size of a cat. I could see its tentacles waving in all the directions. It was coming down on the wall. It was going for me. I felt its malevolent spirit within my own soul. We were having some sort of connection. I felt like this thing was a parasite. I felt like it was pure evil. I felt all of this in under a second of pure fear. I couldn’t scream, I could barely react to it. I jumped out of my bed and went to turn on the lights, but when I looked back, it wasn’t there anymore. I turned on the lights. It was 2:47am. I don’t know what it was, but it was there. I have never seen something like this in my entire life and I am scared. “

Dream #23 – The Pact

I had a very small dream which turned into a nightmare. I was at my grandfather’s house with most of my family members. Very quickly, we saw bright white lights coming from everywhere. The lights took over the house and everything was white. Small, pure white alien beings began to emerge from these lights and talked to me within my mind. They told me they had been following me since my birth and that now they needed me. I was very afraid of them and I felt that they were taking my family members hostage without actually telling me directly so I chose to obey their orders. I went out and searched for something… I didn’t know what it was, but I knew I had to search for it on the ground, within the tall grass at the edge of the forest. After searching for a while, I was surrounded once again by other beings. These beings were human in appearance but I knew that they weren’t human and that they were hiding their true nature. They told me they knew who I was and that I had been contacted by these white aliens. They wanted me to tell them where they were. I felt like I was caught in a conflict that was much bigger than me. I was scared and all I wanted was to be safe and out of this mess. I told them about their location. They immediately searched for them. Some of my family members came to me and told me that the whites had been attacked by other aliens. I felt guilty. The fake humans came back. They had killed the white aliens and were now going to kill me in order to remain unknown to the rest of the popular. I ran away in the forest with my family. I kept falling on the ground. I woke up with the feeling that I had betrayed those who had been protecting me for many years.

Dream #22 – Revisiting A Dream World

Some months ago, our patient had a dream in which he was in a strange fun fair, a dark carnival. There were monsters in cages, giants and floating lights in display cases. In his last dream, the patient revisited this world, this time accompanied by his family members.

” I went there in a car. We parked in a dark place and we were alone. The moon was full in the sky. The trees surrounding our car were darker than the night and I could only see their silhouettes. We went to the lights on top of the mountain and I quickly acknowledged that I had been there before and that this was a dream. Instead of using the usual powers I have when I unlock lucid dreaming, I decided to bring my family to this place and show them what I had seen in my previous dream. There was a restaurant. My grandfather and my mother went there and ate some exotic food. I brought my little brother with me so he could follow the same path as I did in my dream. I showed him the monsters. The monsters were all different from one to another. One was hairy while another didn’t have hair at all. Some monsters looked like apes while others would be reptilian. Some of them were aggressive while others were passive. I left my brother with my sisters as they kept on looking at the monsters in the cages. I went for a place where I had been at the end of my previous dream. It was a forge of some sort. Everything was black and vivid red. The heat would come from fire and steam. It was a huge machine designed for something, but I couldn’t figure it out. I entered it and met two men who were working very hard. Both of them had dirt all over their faces and clothes. I spoke to one of them.

” I have been here before, I met you, but I woke up right afterwards “

” Yes, I remember you! “

” Are you aware that this is a dream? “

” Yes, I am. This is where I live. “

” What is behind this machine? I can see a door right there “

I pointed out a very small door, very similar to submarine doors.

” You can’t go there, even I can’t go there. It’s locked forever. Only our boss can go there. “

” Who is your boss? “

” Oh! You know him. He’s the Devil. “

For some reason, I didn’t feel fear at all. The man didn’t look like a demon, just a hard-working guy doing his job.

” Thanks for the information, friend, I must go now. “

” Good luck, friend! “

” Thank you, friend! “

And I woke up.